Yep..

Managed to get my video and photo sorted .. but the video is on someone elses phone and the photo is on someone elses camera. Things will get sorted but the problem is with me is that I worry until it is completely finished, even though it will be by next week. Managed to get the official stamp needed for my first reference, meaning that I can upload it and hopefully find another.. have no idea where though?
Auditions today went well, hurt my voice a bit and I think I have whiplash on the right side of my neck from one of the moves .. which sucks a little. And i'll probably make it worse when I go to dancing tonight because I haven't done it in soooo long! Kinda nervous, and kinda regretted saying that I'd go tonight, seeing as I'm just stupidly stressed with everything and fancy just chilling or going to the cinema or something ..

Thankfully, I have a day off college tomorrow meaning that I get to one of my best friends and her gorgeous little boy which will give me to relax I need. Andddd, my EMA contract came through today, so when I hand that in on monday I should get like £180 backpayment!! Which brings me onto my predicament of buying Uggs or using the money for christmas presents. Am I selfish or not? :P That's the real question lol. Wanted uggs for the past 2 years, but I also can't really afford to blow all my money seeing as I've decided I want to go to America - would be kind of pointless.

At the moment I kind of see everything i'm balancing at the moment about to boil over. It hasn't yet, but I know it's close because i'm slowly starting to lose it and lash out at the wrong people e.g.: Adam and Iain .. think I need a holiday ..