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I had the most horrible dream last night :( I woke up in tears. I had a dream my mum died. It was horrible. But she was still around talking to me, but she said she was dead (And in dreams you know when someones telling the truth and when someones lying .. well I do anyway!) but she was leaving on Sunday, but wouldn't tell me where because she didn't know. We saw all of her family in The Square, playing Bingo .. and I was like "Have you told them you're dead?" and she was like "Nope.", and she told me that I had to sort out Lauren because she's swearing and now my mums dead she can't do anything about it. I kept on and off crying throughout the dream. I had a dream that Vinnie and Jordan were still going to live there, and that for some reason we weren't going to live with my dad, and Adam was driving me home, and I just kept crying. Then Adam was crying .. and when I asked why he said: "You're making me think .. it's horrible that we have to go through this throughout our lives." Which is completely true. So when my mum left this morning I made sure she gave me a hug. I feel kind of weird now, but it was just a dream..