Bed.

I love my bed. When I get my own place, the first thing I will buy is a bed. Because you can do practically everything in it. Except for a bathroom .. I need one of those. But still. I've been laid in bed since half 9, and even before that I was sat on it with Iain, Kim and Martin since half 7. So basically, I have not left my bed all evening. Story of my lazy life, really. Love it :)

Just watched Desperate Housewives, checked all my facebook, updated everything. And now I think i'll have a rant on here, since I haven't in a while.

I don't have college until half 2 tomorrow, which I annoying seeing as I am walking twenty minutes there and back for one lesson. But hopefully Iain will give me a lift back, so it doesn't seem so annoying. And it's for a lesson that I hate, that I don't even need -- with an exam in 12 days that I haven't revised for. Funfun. Things have just started to shut down now, and I need to make sure that I carry a camera round everywhere, seeing as we stop having lessons at the end of this month. Want to make sure that I have photos of everyone, because i've hardly taken any this year .. and this time in a few months everyone would have moved on - and i'll be here. On my lonesome. And I could count the number of friends i'd have on one hand. How depressing. Let's just hope these magazines reply to me, so that I can fill up my time.

Exam on friday. Went in at half 8 tomorrow (When I didn't have to be in until 1 .. how good am I?) and took some more photos. Still got some more to do, which I need to get the stuff for this weekend. I think I may have taken on a bit too much, seeing as I want to 5 series' averaging at about 30 individual photos, which I need to edit and print. So i'm going to need to get my ass in gear. I thought I was doing okay. I finished my BTEC Media Production course first in my year, with a Distinction* (The highest you can get!), then I found out my English coursework was top 10 in the year. But then I got my ICT coursework back, and my teacher was like "We expected you to do a bit better Sophie, we don't just want 'fine' do we?" I got a B! With 4% off an A, is that bad? Then my nan texted me and said: "Not as good as your other results, but you tried your best. Love you lots." Thanks nan. I don't think she meant anything by it, but still. Makes me feel like I shouldn't get so confident that i'm doing okay. I'm worried about my exams and stuff but i've got people telling me i'm going to be fine, then when I think I do well, apparently it's not good enough? My parents and Adam think i'm doing good .. but when I open my results, if I see anything less than a B then it's all over. In a few years, when I look back on my A Levels they probably would seem so minuscule in comparison to the problems I face in the future .. but for now it's as tough as it gets. And I really want to take on extra hours at work so I can get Adam a good birthday present, as he buys me so much and does so much for me .. I wanna show how much I appreciate the things he does. I can be quite spoilt and ungrateful sometimes. And the last thing i'd want anyone to feel is that I didn't appreciate them.

I'm seeing him tomorrow, and we're going to bingo :) That should be fun, shouldn't really be going as i'm quite short on money, but I really want to.

It's quite annoying, as i've been working since I was 16 and I have nothing really to show for my earning. No savings, £50 left to last me the month. But oh well .. at least I have my health :)

I'm voting tomorrow .. Green Party FTW! :D